31.3.04

well isnt this a crazy world we live in, twice in one day, oh its madness..
heres a prediction for you... i predict that i will thrash my car so much that i will once again be calling the tow truck for someone to drug the sucker away again. its not that i want it to be like that but i realise that after nearly a week of me telling myself i need oil, oil lights on, gotta get some oil, umm yeah theres a little neglect in the air coz i am still to fill that baby up with oil, oh i will i will, i mean i gotta.. i hoping to get at least 4 more months out of it. i need a name for it, then it'll be feeling the love.
i cooked a big dinner for the family this week and although i was looking for some reassurance that it was infact delicious, the more people commented on its scrumptious nature, the more i started to believe that they were lying to me. oh well i will just invite them again and if they dont come back, i will get the message. ha nobody passes up a free meal, its just not done.
well i happy to say i found some extra work today, which will be great and to celebrate i went and bought some earrings, man i hadnt bought any for so long it was ridiculous and quite offensive. i'm back baby. i am gonna be so happy to finally be getting some more money, i mean i can scrape thru on not much as i have been but hey i like to indulge......i need some new shoes and i am sure i can think of many other things i NEED!Brooke got to go to melbourne on the weekend, thinking i NEED to do that sometime soon
so im at my mums using her computer ( used one at Alicias work today, OMG it was so fun sliding around in that big office chair with every color post-it you could imagine at my finger tips)and since i housesitting for mum over Easter she was just going through a couple of tings for me, yarda yarda what foods in the freezer, what to do woth the dog and how to maintain the bathroom to her hygiene standards, love ya to death mum but dont think i will be spraying and squeegying(thats so a word) the shower glass down! since when did she get so crazy about that stuff?? whats that? use all the shower gel and expensive perfume that i like??? dont mind if i do xx
ps sorry for all of the bad spelling and punctuation i have published in the past and sorry for the ones in the future, if i was good at that stuff i would've been an english teacher.
and one more thing, isnt it strange that people you went to school with are actually now teachers them selves, yuk

touchtyped by kate at 9:52 PM ♥

oh my god call me lazy!!! well computer been out of action at home for so long now but i aint pushing the point coz found out it coz my sisters boyfriend hasnt paid his account and well i aint getting in the middle of that. i have been surviving really well while living with a 'relationship' household, but believe me, dont go there. my sister recently went away and i got told to be the 'eyes and ears' and report all back to her, i mean cool i can be a dobber with the best of them, but dont ask me what time he got home, while we eating dinner at the table, wow too confrontational!
the world needs to know.................. lastweek Tree and i got some hot chips one night (first mistake) but oh yuk it took us a while to put our finger on the vile taste but it was infact ........ feet! filthy stinky mr Richard Gere wanna be, ha we lied, we aint coming back!!!!
i had the greatest weekend, you know the kind with not too many regrets and one that has you looking forward to the next one. innocent drinks at home with Alicia???? well it started that way, kinda , not really, well sort of. dunno what happened, what was said or nufin, but super super time all round. herbals were sunk, bags were searched, drinks were ordered with some howls, and most importantly hair was lost.....lunchtime the next day we dragged with a boy to get his hair cut when really all we were thinking about was some handrolls and pizza. never wanna battle a foodcourt in that state again. the funniest thing about the night was the girl with the australiana shell earings, umm not cool girlfriend....they were as cool as the flaming drinks you were drinking.
is it Friday yet??

touchtyped by kate at 11:48 AM ♥

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24.3.04

stay tunned....i will be back, oh yes i will be back. despite computer breakdowns and dodgy things happening i will survive and will be back within 24 hours to tell all.
til then.... kisses xx

touchtyped by kate at 2:20 PM ♥

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19.3.04

FEET

my ugg boots just arrived! what part of 'happiest girl in the world' dont you understand??
oh happy feet

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18.3.04

nite B4 xmas
my painfully numb mouth says i just made a really delicious risotto, nothing flash as it is just rice but never the less i will praise my self for a dinner well done! havent cooked at all this week, and since lastnight was the first night i ate out i now wonder what i have been doing.maybe i have been replacing a nutritional meal with the packets of mints that keep me awake on the drive home. oh no i was eating a netrine in the car tonight, i promised myself the other day that i would stop doing that. oh relapse! i do find myself eating in my car abit mainly do to convenience.hey if i choose to sleep til its time to go to work(lunch), thats my business. BUT although the windows are tinted i must not and will not eat in my bus again. over the lastweek i have seen too many people doing it, and everytime i see it i am reminded why i have to stop. i think fruit could be the worst thing aswell, always leaving pips or skins behind. B and i still have issues with getting in this boys car once and counting 5 + apple cores shrivelling up in his console. i will never buy an apple scented car refresher because of SkattyNat.
Hooked it down the Bay with B lastnight, and although it isnt, it seems like its own city down there. it good that i have never done it to death and therefore i am enjoying it now.i totally take for granted how close i live to the beach. have never been ale to smell it from the front door before, which on those hot ass nights, was quite refreshing. i am so gonna go sit down the beach on Monday.....and wait for my message in a bottle!
i have been assisting my oldest sister move house this week. the official move is Saturday but packing and cleaning overload before then. My body hurts!think i will take the "look after the kids and keep them busy" roll, think i could be best suited! helping people move that have different packing ideas, and lets say no logic, is a bigger strain then the actual physical work, oh and when its family it could get messy.
i am getting a special delivery tomorrow which is the remains of my life in Melbourne. I look forward to going through the bags and boxes i left in Melbourne waiting for this second preference trip. my woolie boots, tv remote, petes computer, books i would never have thought about but since i havent had them i wanted to read them, oh and heaven only knows what else. it will be like Christmas.
i dont know why i did, i knew i couldnt do it, i should've warned her but i didnt and good ol faithful never let cha down Kate did the worst thing ever! i volunteered to take Andy to the airport so she could fly to her boyfriend in Brissy for her holidays, and it shouldve been easy, but..... traffic through town was hectic and crazier then i expected and a trip that usually takes 30 took me 60 minutes, resulting in Andy missing her plane oh i cried, boo hoo i cried. i have had some and been responsible for some very close call but never before have i or even known anyone to miss their plane. Andrea is the sweetest thing and depite everything was still smiling but i told her that i will never talk to me again!! never ever. oh and then the cows gives me an Easter Egg for taking her to the airport, as if i didnt feel bad enough as it was..... but yay i got my first Easter Egg!!
i am housesitting my mums house over easter, gonna make her dog love me! The non existance of pay tv, needs to be compensated with chocolate all over the house.
oh no i heard car racing today! smelt the rubber, but hey got some free peanuts on the street, so cant complain....but the werent my fav!

touchtyped by kate at 10:04 PM ♥

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16.3.04

"Mad World"
All around me are familiar faces Worn out places, worn out faces Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere And their tears are filling up their glasses No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow No tomorrow, no tomorrowAnd I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you 'Cos I find it hard to take
When people run in circles It's a very, very Mad World Children waiting for the day they feel good Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday Made to feel the way that every child should Sit and listen, sit and listen Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson Look right through me, look right through me

well for some reason thats all i have to say. dug my cd out that pete and i funked up one sunny day in melbourne and now i know why i played that song to death, love its guts out. it makes me so happy so thanks tears for fears and Donnie Darko for bringing it into my life.

touchtyped by kate at 11:14 PM ♥

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13.3.04

oh we threw around a couple ROCK OFF's lastnight!!
loved it

touchtyped by kate at 11:34 AM ♥

cheers to ya head
there is nothing i like more then fellow drivers that back me up when i speed through orange lights, it relieves me when i look behind in the rearview mirror to see a car right behind me, nothing like a bit of moral support. i figure they are going through the light later then me, and therefore lowers tha posibilty of me being the one breaking the law.hmm is it abit to early in the moring to be delving into things like that, hmm i think so. plus its Saturday

Friday night drinking with Bee, Alicia and her bubbleobill was fun.(and then there were 3 :) strange to get used having us three(aparently sometimes loud) girls back at the same table but really loved it. cheers to us all living in the same city again) we headed into town for a couple later, hmm saw some people that were on the list 'to never see again' but hey nothing a boogie on the dance floor didnt fix.... i was wearing a beanie, oh yeah i so loving these cool nights, makes hair decisions so much easier. must get Nan to start knitting some more, its only going to get colder.

Our house phone therefore internet has been out of service this week, going on 10 days now, as when our lovely new neighbours moved in, the phone company disconnected our line instead of theirs which then resulted in them reconnecting but giving us each others numbers yarda yarda what a head ache, what idiots. so god knows when its going to be sorted out, so not happy,what am i suppose to do if i cant play on the computer all afternoon?? oh my god, i'm a geek.

i have been motivated this week and have made some contact with an agency which will hopefully, eventually be sending me to USA. i am feeling very excited about it, as i now know the cost and how much i have to save, and therefore know when i can start the program. i thinking around July, which will fly quicker then ever i am sure.

Early morning chats over a bacon sandwhich werent enough to put me to sleep lastnight, and i found myself having a really bad sleep. think theres something wrong with me. i did have a 3 hour Simpsons video to keep me happy though. i knew i would regret not taking a glass of water to bed.

Going to Ross Noble show tonight which will be my final fringe event, cant complain been to more then ever before. hope this guys funny, am sure if i sip on a wine i could force myself to giggle no matter what. must get some shut eye this afternoon, no doubt.

touchtyped by kate at 11:31 AM ♥

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9.3.04

Zzzzzzz

the days have been fabulous lately, just perfect. its like Sunday weather everyday. cant complain.... but i will flick through my brain files and find something to moan about........ whop there it is....

Sunday i might have had too much sleep and therefore couldnt sleep when it was clearly bed time. No work the next day so i just let it go, and watched this late night 4 part movie thing called 'Intensity' by Dean Kootz or something. although i was telling myself (as you do when your a kid and see shadows in your bedroom at night) its not real... its just that funny man from Scrubs oh when i finally did get to sleep i didnt have the most pleasent dreams, not at all. You see this was about Chyna (disfunctional and abusive childhood) witnessing her friends family getting murdered, and sneaking into the killers silver RV with the intention of freeing this little girl he had hidden away at his house, Chyna gets caught! i fell asleep.... i had nightmares about my ex stepdad trying to take my sisters and i, but we escaped..running for our lives, and i woke in sweats for sure.
so this movie and dream kept me thinking all day, but when i saw the final 2 parts were showing late lastnight, i couldnt help but watch. Chyna wrapped in chains, killers raves some crazy babble, goes to work, house surrounded by man eating dogs, she breaks free, grabs the girl, sprays amonia in dogs eyes, gets away, get chased by killer, goes back into the house, down the basement....and......sets him on fire!!! i had no such dreams that night, i think the key was to see the thing through, you know, have closure! untouched and alive!!!!

i really should find my tv remote so that i can turn the telly off during the night, and therefore possibly illiminate the chances of having these types of dreams again. get up and turn it off, ha never!

touchtyped by kate at 1:55 PM ♥

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8.3.04

devil drives a holden
After going for a nice Friday night stroll along the beach with my sister, i was feeling good and high spirited, but little did i know that in about 20 minutes after i would be running from my car in a spooked out state. i left my sisters after the walk as i knew i had the house to my self and was looking forward to hanging out and doing some hard core minging around (very boring for weekend i know but a girls gotta minge). I was driving home and about a block away from my final turn off, and i look over to this car that is waiting at the traffic lights (and for hell to freeze ova) and with his head turned so its facing me, i locked eyes with some punk wearing a evil satanic looking halloween mask, and a black cape. oh how i freaked. i got home and the side gate was opened but i just run on by got my ass inside and went through the house checking the windows and turning off the interior lights. Enjoyable relaxing night at home.....ruined!! i thought it was funny but utterly scary. by bed time i had the house opened up again and was out the front fixing the gate up in my jammies.

ok so the BBQ was, as far as i can remember, fun.i cant even get into the food as it was too delicious for words. but i am thinking that i shouldve eaten before i got so pissy. i havent had drinking regrets for ages but oh yeah welcome back... i remember cheese and carrot, i remember bailing some girls up in the bathroom, i remember alicia sweet voice waking me to move beds, oh yeah i am hoping i just slept through it all, but fear i didnt. like always....i will never drink again. just need post party talks with miss tropicana to clarify events.
boo hoo cry cry

dude, i've gotta get my one of those masks

touchtyped by kate at 2:18 PM ♥

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5.3.04

well if i didnt just waste a whole day, i dont know what to call it.i woke this morning (not too early) and after a shower, breaky and... abit, i was asleep again. slept right through crap day time stuff on telly, although at some points i could feel that i was trying so so hard to wake up but couldn't. oh and had some trippy day time sleepin dreams, sometimes they are so mental, but i do think that riding a board down the freeway would be alot of fun! feeling a little spaced out this arvo though, think i might sleep it off.

Ran into our neighbour on my way out yesterday, this being the first time i really seen her. i've heard she's abit of a hermit.(i do see her out for her early morning bike ride sometimes though) but yesterday she pokes her head out of her hedge gate, to ask me if the garbage has been taken yet, innocent enough. i say i have no idea, dont have much care for those kinds of details. but after we realised bin day is Friday, and it was in fact Thursday, well i walked away thinking i have just made this lady feel crazy as a fox. i tried to make it sound like i thought it was friday too. i am trying not to read too much into it as it actually is clear that she could be a little coo coo. i heard her running around the house screaming once, because she had left something on the stove while she 'just popped out for a while', hhmmm thought i could smell traces of stewed fruit and burnt stewed fruit wofting through my window about an hour earlier. oh i guess you've always got one crazy neighbour, but then again if that is the case, we have 50% chance of being that crazy neighbour! bok bok bok chicken!!! we actually got new neighbours on the left side this week, hope i didnt scare them off with my over excited and enthusiastic 'hello', ha its no wonder people around me tend to recluse....

got abit of a fun 'end of summer' BBQ tomorrow at Alicias and Jonos (and temp. Bee's). sounds like a sure fire way to have some good times and happiness. quite the little hostess i say. but i do have one question...in the words of Fiddy .........." but is it chicken??'

better go fix this killer bed head, and make it look like i have done something today....hang on hang on..washing on the line, mission accomplished!
ps. had a Peters icecream lastnight called "crumble" but let me ask you what fun is an icecream that falls apart and does actually crumble all over the place while your eating it?? its appropriately named but not the most attractive thing to eat.

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4.3.04

SCENE 9-Meat

despite the volgarity of the scene that was one of the two characters chopping up meat for their race dog, discussing whether it be horse or maybe even monkey meat, i enjoyed this play, Silent Partner. it was about these two boags struggling to identify their purpose in life, and their passion for 'the Dogs'. i was very intereged all the way through, to see how it was going to end, which i guess is a good sign. in some ways i think it was too close to home, knowing that i grew up around people like this,but still i found it funny and well acted. if i was at all qualified i would give some stars but i am so not....... but i do give the afro man in front of my the big thumbs down, as i'm now suffering from neck srain from trying to raise my head above his sholders for a majority of the time, oh he be a very tall man!!

Fringe event number 2...........done :)

touchtyped by kate at 10:58 AM ♥

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3.3.04

Jessica its your birthday, happy birthday Jess!!!
hip hip to you sweet Juice, hope your day is as big a gift as your presence in this world is.....
mwa mwa

touchtyped by kate at 12:27 PM ♥

RING RING(well actually 7nation army ringtone)

"hello is this Kate?" "yeah"
"this is constable blah blah from blah blah police station" oh how my heart sunk, what did i do this time??
he proceeded to tell me that he ringing in regards to a hit and run(4WD rammed us 5 times up my cars butt) that happened about a year ago, oh yeah that filled away in my whip lash files somewhere. Apparently they hadnt forgotten about us and now ringing to say we may have to appear in court. I'm figuring the car was stolen and they had to catch the dude driving and talk to witnesses and the pedestrians that also got hit. oh my god oh my god Testify!!! for real....... i would probably still have my car if it wasnt for that crazy night down Collins... boo hoo cry cry.(RIP LOLLA) well the thought of going to court is kinda exciting, but i hoping all expenses paid!oh well i assume it going to take them another 6 months to call back so will see what happens. i remember one of the cops looked like JimCarey and the other looked good in a uniform (your my baby now ) but what would i know i was very late and i had lots of smoke in my eyes...
ok so i can feel it heating up outside and fear that my eyes will be toasted, they already sensitive today. i am feeling a little zombie like today, feeling a little flat but lunch with Tree should fix that up and got a 2man play to look forward to tonight so it be cool.Its my sisters friends, boyfriends play which should be a laugh, dunno if its a comedy but i will laugh anyway. it could be dodge, it could be the best 12buck i spent this year, time will tell.
ok so i been overloaded with emails that i think are trying to give me a virus or something, they from strange addresses replying to emails that i have never sent, i am never going to open them. man at least the ones i used to recieve from Cindy and Candy were harmless enough, just revolting and annoying. what do i do? why is the world of corrupt technology picking on me?
my eyes need attention, drops and mascarra ooohhh bewdifall

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