28.5.04

so yay my car is back on the road and baby its making up for the 24 hours it lost, it out of control! For some reason ever since i got it back it has been driving like a bat out of hell, think the excellorator is stuck on or something. thinking i might have to get 'Frank' the mechanic to check it, but in the mean time i will just hook it and ride the brake a little. oh its all fun.
Wednesday night i was home alone when all the power(as in appliances) went off, hmmm started to freak. anywas sat eating dindin with my diskman on thinking alright i can pass a little time. Wemt to louge to grab cd and realised that there was power there....and in sisters room....hmmm so its just my room that wasnt working, and the microwave (michael wave!!!)that i was using at the time.... freaky. So i sat a little nervously watching telly in lounge. oh but its a good ending... Al got home and turned the fuse or something back on and i was up and runing again. but still a little wierd
So yes yes yes i have been invited back to a wonderful winter 'funk' bbq round Leeshas house tonight, it must be Friday. am looking forward to it, stressing about wardrobe tho. the girls have been planning this since Wednesday at least so thinking i need some more thought. not fair, i dont have a personal stylist to help me out, well that can be my excuse anyway. o kate no no you cant go buy anything....oh maybe one accessory. got so much shit in my room anyway so it should be easy to funk it up sister.
i am going to get haircut now, with no real inspiration or new ideas so thinking i will probably come back loving it, as i dont usually. miss my litlle l a n.
will i smile? or cry? that is the question.ps no cheep vodka for me tonight
have a great weekend out there xx

touchtyped by kate at 10:17 AM ♥

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26.5.04

oh god, its all coming back to me now. those cold cold waits in my broken down car, waiting for ride side assistance, just to be told i need a tow.....waiting for the tow truck man (i asked this one if he forgot to put his jumper on as it was about 9 degrees...but what i was subconsciously asking was if he forgot to put his teeth in!)...waiting for my ride...now waiting for my car to be pulled apart and hopefully fixed. can you believe it??? i am so mad that this has happened, oh god and its not even anything to do with my radiator. so my whole O.S. savings are now going under the bonet. oh well i know for sure that the sun will come out tomorrow
i was so violated yesterday (and i mention this knowing that my mentioning it may violate)so i was unwrapping a Libra product to find that the packaging has some general knowledge and quotes on it for me to enjoy reading, umm excuse me, its unnecessary!! do i love it? do i hate it? either way i find it a little to intrusive for my comfort zone.
think i better go back to bed til its work time

touchtyped by kate at 10:10 AM ♥

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14.5.04

i got approached by this man on the street today (yeah seems like a weekly accerance for me these days).He was asking for change, telling mr that he is poor and has no where to live, umm yeah that was evident baby!! i was cool with off loading some of my change, but dont push it. He started off asking if i had 10-50c, telling me with those pity eyes, to be honest. He then some how pushed it up abit asking for a couple of dollars. ha i give ya all the silver i have, but be honest...is this helping you get food or shelter? it better be.
i also gave this old lady some change towards flying doctors or something, couldnt really understand her sweet gentle voice, but freaked a little when she rubbed a sticker on to my breast. give a girl some warning Nan.
I have saved a couple hundred dollars over the last week or so, feeling very excited that i have hit that motivated place where i can feel the States coming closer now, yeehaa grandma
i off to the sticks tomorrow, if you dont see me again,.... check the bogan tables!!

touchtyped by kate at 5:10 PM ♥

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12.5.04

what a good start i had to the week...3 hours of Survivor, oh my god its gotta be good. i admit it could have been shortened to 2 hours as usual but hey i didnt flick the channel at all. What is Boston Rob thinking?? get ya facial hair back! i am more annoyed and grossed out about that then the fact that he is getting married to that girl, whatever her name is...you know that one that won the million bucks..... Miss 'sit back in the shadows and take all the glory', thats right!
so i been sick this week, love sucking on those soothers! oh well i will get over it
so i am facing good ol Jstwn this weekend, feel some good old home town violations coming my way. Alicia brooke and i will all be back so i can also hear some boy crying and curling up in the featal position! spells out a fun time for sure.
i can see my trip to America getting closer every week now which is way exciting.
i am too boring to even try and be exciting tonight (might go listen to the 5,6,7 8s for some inspiration...been loving them alot lately...fanks Tree)
oh my god i went to work with some wicked punk inspired eyeshadow the other day, feeling cool, feeling fine, til had a closer look later on and realise i got a little too excited and forgot to apply mascara, THE WORST THING EVER....

touchtyped by kate at 10:10 PM ♥

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6.5.04

woo hoo wohoo hoo
While i and the 2 year old i was caring for today, were out and about strolling (some would say minging) around the city streets this morning, we were greeted by a middle aged man riding (some would say wobbeling) a bike down the road. Innocent enough, but then he said "hold up, i have something for you" while he stradled his bike searching through a small siutcase he whipped out of nowhere. Although i appeared calm, as well as encouraged this kid to say hello back to this stranger, i was infact freaking bout what he "had for us". He roughly threw this super hero comic book at us which landed on the road, followed by a brown paper bag to put it in. Sweet? Crazy? dodgy? He dinged his bell(i could be lying bout that small detail) and rode off in to the distance, heading to Crazy Land.

I was notified again that i was still on the short list for the previously mentioned job in the Blue Mountains i applied for ages ago, and i freaked for a moment thinking maybe that is what i should be doing. And having the added pressure of giving my final answer in a day or so, i was so feeling the pressure.... after having things talked over with good ol mum i got a hold of what i want to do, and what i am suppose to be here saving for, and that is of course getting my ass to the States. i know i know, so revving myself up about that again, and will get my application and program fee$ sent off around my next pay. yeah lets keep these wheels a moving, a hoy a ha!Theres nothing wrong with needing and getting a little push every now and then.

How nice is life today? i heading back to work to make party cakes!!
P....A....R....T...whY? coz we got to........

touchtyped by kate at 2:26 PM ♥

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4.5.04

call me rude

but dont call me unsupportive. i getting hasseled for not being suportive to my sister who is in the process of giving up smoking. i mean i am really happy and wish her all the best but hey dont expect too much. I give her credits though, as this is the first time even trying to quit, and i doing great so far but hey i will express my pride and happpiness in a couple of months if its still a smoke free zone. i believe it when i see it, then i roll a spliff to celebrate hardy heha

of course i am.....you know it..... been watching big brother and although i know Uplate is usually the filming of sleep. i fear it will disrupt my sleeping habits incredibly. i am hopeless watching tv as i can hardly stay awake but when its inappropriate to be awake well there i am all bugg eyed. some mornings i am up at 630 (oh where has my unemployed days gone) and frankly 5 and half hours sleep just aint enough for this little vegemite, not if am expected to function, oh well thats the least of the worlds worries, im sure.

Happy Birthday sweet Pete.Rip it mr 24 year old

so tie tie i said T to the mofo I-R-E-D!!

touchtyped by kate at 10:13 PM ♥

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2.5.04

I AM AWEAR

i am full off ideas and good intentions but i can see clearly now the rain has gone....thinking back to previous entries where i state all these things i am going to do, i realise i havent done hardly any, hmm. but hey i can explain....and i am totally aware! i bought a new head sarf and can live with this mop for a little longer, found i just had to fold my dress top down and i got myself a skirt without hacking up my coolest peice of clothing, havent started knitting class yet coz Nan has taken herself off to Melbs for a holiday, and i am sure the list goes on and on but WHATEVER. So while friday night wouldve been perfect for me to wear my newly made taking the piss top about the scooter thingo i am kind of relieved i didnt coz i think i wouldve fired someone up a little too much and it wouldn't have been pretty. i did think we would now, be at the point where we could have a laugh about it and all, but let me tell you, not sure that will be any day soon. Although it was very big of Mr Accuser to welcome me to his house for pre drinkies, i still think its funny to push it a little bit.(some people are so touchy!) he was nothing special, hey i find things in most people that i dont like but now he's just making it hell easy to rock it! IDEA....i could attempt a peace offering but using some black nail poilsh to cover up the scratches, oh good one.

i slept all off yesterday away and now that i am back in good spirits there is no one around to entertain me or to entertain! go figure. guess i will just have to make friends with the new big brother housemates being revieled tonight!!

There are many things and people that i miss in Melbourne but now that the weather has been wet cold and miserable for days and days now i relaise that i miss the household appliances the most. Every house there has a tumble drier i swear, oh and a sweet sweet dishwasher. My current house doesnt. i hate hanging clothes up and them not drying for days. luckily i have and DO many layers that i can juggle around so ya'll never know i dont wash anymore.

I have to get up early tomorrow morning and go back to the real world and head to work oh but but i loved not working on Mondays.... now i have to milk my Sundays for all they're worth, just like the rest of them....

touchtyped by kate at 5:57 PM ♥

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