30.12.04

so much yet so little to tell
happy holidays to all. hmm are they over yet?? get those kids back to school is all i say, oh and where were the bloody bon bons on Christmas Day? no where in sight. i didnt even think about them til today but hey i could feel the hole in my little festive christmas heart and now i know why, well it could be that or the complete lack of anything i consider christmas day tradition..... hmm guess my heart just aint in it here. its kind of hard for it to be really when i wake to open stocking gifts that consisted of heart shaped Post-It notepad and a pack of cards... hmm granted 24 hours later i was given some money but hey i want presents, hey i'm a selfish youngest child, and i want me presents.i guess i would've had more had i not opened my package from Australia on the stroke or maybe two before mid night...opps my bad!! well i guess it sounds selfish of me but really i am hating it all for very different reasons. i mean what the hell is Christmas all about in this family? i mean lets spend weeks decorating the inside and out of the house and cleaning all Christmas crockery and glasswear, for what..??...for who?? for us to eat our Christmas "cheese on toast' lunch off???? no joke, its true. well actually i had left over rice, lets not bend the truth. there was just something totally wrong with this picture.. but i did recieve a special delivery which saved the day.... a new dangerfield pale pink bag, oh its the hottest little thing ever.
oh yeah i had a birthday!! ba!!! i did recieve cute cherry earings and some cat socks, guess my life is nearer to complete now. thanks bitches. oh and i did go out for Mexican, of course i did, its who i have become!!! i would've, absolutely would've curled up and died if the mexican hat ended up on my lil birthday head like intended by my lovely friend. no ammount of margaritas would've made that cool with me.
so let me just have New Years and get the festivities over with... hmm.
so i am not even a dreaded girlfriend, no way near it, but why oh why am i now having issues to deal with this boy...i dont know anything about this and will just whatever trevor his ass and get the bridge in motion if this keeps up. hmm i am kidding myself and we'll see how long this new attitude of mine lasts. what do you mean i think too much?? and talk to much?? man i girls gonna get some selfesteem issues soon if one doesnt watch out.
i need some sewing therapy and gonna go re-hem my pants, although new shoes are great, they throw the whole pant length out the window sometimes.
mental note....go look at new accessories, make self feel better :)

touchtyped by kate at 1:08 PM ♥

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21.12.04

i have now been to New York and experienced snow and the extreme cold that goes with it.
happy bout everything.
25 tomorrow ouch
tell tails when i wake, its too much now.
x
Fiddy is in so so much trouble

touchtyped by kate at 2:52 PM ♥

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11.12.04

Happy tree day
how i got through today after spending the night at Lauras, where drinks were involved, is totally beyond me! i am technically still working too and am struggling abit. i tell ya what the dancing and singing Santa has helped lift my spirits. Usually i am hating those christmas music thingos after the first hundreth time of listening but not this year, i will never get sick of it, tis the cutest. oh and we have the Chipmunks christmas cd, swell!!
i bought Hello kitty underwear today.yay.
i walked in the rain and got well wet too. i kinda enjoyed it at first.
my body wants to shut down so bad oh well keep on trucking.
must go wash clothes in preparation for my big sleep over tomorrow night. oh cow, its been brought up too much now...
wish i was heading home with Bee right now, i would give up my two front teeth christmas wish to be home on the 25th. travel well sweet Bee
and Tree ya best be having the wildest birthday ever SBC's. i hate my guts out for not being there for a personal cheers to ya head. i.o.u!!! hip hip hipedy hip hip horray love ya xx xx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

touchtyped by kate at 1:57 PM ♥

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8.12.04

when asked today what could be more wonderful then you? i am left to wonder really!!!!
well i let the true Kate colours out today and was way grumpy with Juana, but just as i started ffeling bad about it all, i was approached by this old lady at the post office asking if i know anyone who wants a coat, she said as she was holding a red duffle coat thing with a tartan lined hood. i was like totally not interested until i found i was trying it on for size and falling in love with it. so i gave her a hug, she wished me a merry christmas and i brought it home to wash the old lady smell out of it!!! christmas cheer all round.
it still reeks.
i drove a little drunk tonight, thanks Laura. she makes me happy, and the thought of painting her newly renovated attic tomorrow night feels me with joy. theres someting about painting walls that excites me, think its because nobody else lets me near theirs. she will learn. oh she is so my woody and i'm her buzz....got a friend in me.
so here i was ringing her to tell me not to call this boy...oh well all know who i mean.... and i was so set on not and next thing i get a message from him blah blah blardy blah. called him back and rambled on about my day ( loads of stories remember) and he was like... oh i could pick you up Saturday and bring you over to my house....... freak out!!! i have plans clearly but will work something out.
i must chill out. i am freakng him out and myself too. in the words of Joe Schmo...what is going on here??
been having nightmares the last couple of nights boo hoo cry cry build a bridge right.
got package from home today, happy sad.
xx

touchtyped by kate at 5:19 PM ♥

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7.12.04

ok so Laura has come to realise that i talk alot, actually she seems to thinnk i would talk to a lamp post if she wasnt around. hey what can i say, i have alot of stories to tell. oh the places i go, the stories i have to tell. so i went out in DC, twas crazy, but crazy is cool and i rocked me socks of breifly on the dance floor, oh my good friend tequilla was garenteeing me some shumaluma!! oh no i drunk dialed the boy who has been playing mind games wiv me. oh no and in the excact point of time i left my slurred yet chipper voice message, i handed over the upper hand!!! or so i thought, he rang in morn and was like all chatty and still loving me. or once again, so i thought. Who knows?? i am hating this lack of control and knowledge of whats going on. think we better just make out again.... hot tip
i now have these two girls from the agency stalking me, how do they know i am so hot??they havent even met m yet but want to hit the clubs and take me on double dates with them and guys they met at the phone shop...ummm NONE OF THE ABOVE.
suddenly there are christmas lights everywhere....
Of course GreenDay are playing with my head also after announcing they are going down under next year, oh i knew they would do that as Tree and i are oceans apart. guess my life just aint ment to be complete just yet, but oh i could die... oh i am crying

touchtyped by kate at 3:04 PM ♥

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2.12.04

oh my i am most likely going to New York in a couple weeks, lordy i could die. just before Christmas and my birthday and everything, oh it will be the time of my life. So a friend and a unknown girl are going on the 18th for a night so thinking and hoping boss permits, i should cruise along with. just think oh how outta my mind i will be there, pure madness. i HATE ice skating with a passion but as if i wouldnt do it in Central Park, mittens required so bad. oh mittens mittens how come i dont have none mittens??
Went out wiv Laura to Spices, and had some great sushi lastnight. she got the biggest can of beer i have ever seen, and as it stinks and i dont do beer, i had a vodka, peach and cranberry concoction called a WooWoo. it was all great. Found some fantastic boutique shoppies that i need to visit during working hours as i can get every gift i ever need to buy in them. We ended up going to a pool place and sinking some balls, which was so fun. i think i may have given away the fact that i have many issues undealt with but guessing its all ood. i was in heaven when i was in front of the jukebox. we have similar taste in music. i do believe my choices were Prince, Darkness and the Strokes. Cheers to the girl that calls everyone a fu_king bitch and points to my scarf and accesories and says how fabuolus i am...
So apparently some germs were swapped on ThanksGiving as i and he sick real bad, oh how dirty. i have my good ol faithful cough back, no inhaling needed to assist its return or nothing. my body hates me for dragging it through this winter thing again, already. i am excited but now starting to think it could get so cold i could die.
i am not gonna sleep in the city that never sleeps, i just wont!!

touchtyped by kate at 1:36 PM ♥

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