14.10.05

WHY OH WHY??
why do i find it so hard to keep faithful to this blog?
anyway, so despite how much i loved Rockstar INXS i had to let it go, and be happy with the fact that my pick, JD Fortune, got the gig, and isnt out of my life for ever. but what a girl to watch now?? Real World Austin will do, nothing special but something to numb the brain during the week when the vino bottles empty and the couch is calling my name.
So has it really been a year? this weekend, if i remember correctly. What have i achieved really? but then again, what did i expect to achieve? nothing really.
So we have said goodbye to summer and really there is no love lost. I never know how much i would miss the beach. i have totally taken it for granted. I miss seeing, smelling and hearing the water. i miss knowing that i could go to the beach in a second if i wanted to. i havent seen the ocean since i flew over it 365 days ago. There are plenty of lakes and beds of water around this area which are pretty but hey....chickens not a vegetable!!
So i am literally now 20 minutes (was 10 but then moved) from Washington and the Mall and all the monuments and museums that go along with it, and a year later i havent been to any. i have done drive bys on my way to other places but never set foot... so i am writing a list, and checking thins off as i go, as i really need and want to see all that jazz before my time here is done. I need to be a little productive this second year coming.
Next month i am heading to Buffalo for Thanks Giving which could be snowing at that time which i am hoping for. so did i like pumpkin pie enough that i will try it again this year? its hard to remember, but musnt have been so bad that i have forgotten. People get in to Fall so much here, there are pumkins in every store, and i have even spotted many scarecrows in peoples front yard, including mine!!! ok, its all a little creepy for me, and startles me everytime i am walking out the front. Damne that scarecrow show that ruined my childhood, although i have no recollection of it at all... is that possible? Halloween is mad at the moment. I am going to a Pumpkin Patch with the family i am living with, this Sunday and we all have to pick our pumpkin and then carve it...... i am a little excited i have to tell you.
Saw the Emily Rose movie, hmm thinki ts messing me up. Sleep hasnt been the same since the Ring movies.
babies crying...oh that right i am still working so must vanish now, until ....well who know????

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